- We'll go to a park that's too busy, Bella won't be able to get out and explore safely so we'll have to leave meaning she'll turn into a 7 year old contortionist to try and escape the confines of her buggy. This will mean either me busting some WWE moves to keep her contained or me chasing her down and rugby tackling her if she escapes. Neither of which are ideal in public, or when you're as un-sporty as I am.
- Logan will at some point have a massive sulk as the above will have happened so many times that he just loses the plot.
- I will take Logan somewhere really exciting one on one because of the above and "forget" he's autistic/run out of time to properly prep him resulting in a shut down and him going mute.
- I will curse the name of the disability social worker who discharged us saying Bella was "manageable" in the family setting all summer.
- I will spend several hours mopping up as Bella's behaviour becomes more and more unmanagable and her obsessions (mainly water) grow to a new level.
- I will drink beer (obviously in moderation and after the little darlings are in bed...asleep...sometime after midnight.)
Taking my tongue out of my cheek for a minute I will admit that in the past I have dreaded the holidays, to the point of waking in the night having a cold sweat. When Bella was younger (pre-school age) I had funding for her to carry on with her nursery sessions straight through the summer. That of course has now stopped, we get no respite and until last summer I had nowhere I could take her where she was free to roam about.
Last summer she had 8 weeks off school due to her school moving into a new building and I was on the edge. Rather than dive into a bottle of Gin face first I proposed the idea of setting up a disability friendly Stay & Play under the Square Peg Foundation name. It would run once a week for a couple of hours in our local town and would be free to all user. Most importantly it would be inclusive to siblings so whole families could come and play together as a group....or we could come and play as a group and Bella could lie under a table eating crisps playing her own. Whatever. If that''s what makes her happy then so be it. As long as she was safe, free from judgement and catered to (with toys and crisps) then so be it.
The uptake was amazing and over the summer 116 children came through the doors and "made memories" (OK I'll stop saying that now.) It was everything we had hoped, so much so that this year we are running it in three locations across Birmingham. Some families come once or twice and some families will come every week as it is a place they feel safe, they feel their children are safe and for an hour they can relax and maybe drink a hot cup of coffee.
This summer holiday is needed, with one child going up into KS2 in September and one just finishing Reception this year has felt like a slog. We all need a rest, even if that means not having to be up and dressed for 7.15am when Bella's transport comes. I need a break from Bella's uniform battles and from Logan's apathy towards going to school at all. Logan is so excited for the summer and has been asking when Stay & Play is happening for weeks. Bella, well I'm sure she's excited in her own way. She knows we have crisps, chocolate and all the playdough she can eat at them. What more could she want?
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